Saturday, November 3, 2012


I find myself in a juxtaposition or more commonly... between a rock and a hard place. Not that I haven't been here before. Just that my mind seems to have shifted from one side of the rock to the other.  Let me explain... life sometimes sucks.  Period.  There are some situations you can not get out of or around.  There are some things that just have no good side. So you have to 1) Adapt and overcome or 2) be prepared to live with it making you miserable. 

Well, I don't want to be miserable anymore!  I am tired of it!  I want to adapt and overcome. I want to see the good instead of the bad. I want to focus on the things I like instead of the things I don't.  I actually WANT to be happy. Me! 

This is NOT how I have normally felt all my life. Not that I wanted to see the bad, but that I couldn't get a focus on the good. I would have told you I didn't like cheery, happy people at one point. I might have said they got on my nerves. Funny!  Now I might actually be one of them. 

Good Lord, what has gotten a hold of me?  I may be turning into one of those "bright side" people!  Uhh!  I might get on my own nerves!

I am nothing else, if not an enigma.  A happy, cheery enigma. Weird.

1 comment:

  1. I think it's great that you've shifted like this. Be as happy and cheery as you want to be! :-)