Well how neglectful of this blog have I been lately? Sorry! It's just, I have found some purpose!
And when I say "some" purpose, I think I mean that I have found something that occupies my mind and makes me get up and do something. For me, it's called a job. Funny how I sat at home for many years and was feeling so blah, so tired of my own mind and then I get a job and the spaces where there use to be room for doubt, strange thoughts and worrying, now is filled with other things. Funny how I dreaded getting a job because it would involve being around actual people, and those people have made me realize, I like most people!! --Most, not all!
I am not telling you or anyone else out there suffering with thoughts that cripple their lives to go out and get a job and then all your troubles will disappear Well, because they won't. They are still here. They are still with me. But...I think they have less room to bother me so much. They take a back seat to wondering what I need to do next, where I need to be, what I need to be doing and "worries" of that nature. I have to say, for me it has been a terrific revelation!
Yes, it only took 41 years to figure it out! And I do have small worries about it lasting. But for now, I am feeling pretty good. And I'll take that!