I mean, I have never been a "married" person outside of a military life. I am use to going long times with my husband gone. I am use to living on base. I am use to being surround by military people. People going through the same things as me, people my age, people with similar life plans, so to speak.
I almost feel as if we will be floating for a while. Out on an open sea, trying to direct our sails but having only ever taken a beginning sailing course. Scary!!
I do love to move though. I grew up hating the place I lived so much and always wanted to move. And, I have done that. I love settling into a new home. Decorating, arranging, being busy with "life." It brings me a high of sorts. Will this be one of the last times I move? At least I can paint the walls and "remodel" as I wish.