Saturday, July 28, 2012
Please, Just Give Me A Lobotomy...
I need brain surgery....to make my brain "normal". At least that's how I feel. I am just daunted by the never ending task of what my brain tells me to do, and think, and feel. It is too much work sometimes. I am tired of it. I just want to "be". Is that too much to ask for? I just want to think the way I am supposed to. I just want to not worry and feel like a normal person. I just want it to change it and NOW! I have struggled with this since I was around 13! I am 41 now...can I catch a break? Please! I have been on every med, talked to many therapists and done the things I am supposed to. Yet I feel I am being punished somehow. I just want my brain to finally comply with my wishes!
Posted by Shannon at 11:26 AM