I forgot to remember what all this talk on recovery means to me. I think it means I am trying to figure out life. *Chuckle*...As always.
I feel things so deeply and when I don't keep these feelings under control they come out in a big, messy way. Sometimes I have wondered if I am not bipolar. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster ride sometimes. I can be up, down and sideways all in a day or less, and then do it all again. I don't know.
What I do feel good about it writing it all down. Which is weird that I like to write it in a blog, because I hate writing in journals. Maybe reading others stories makes me feel better, too. Seeing that I am not as "crazy" as I think I am. Not alone as I sometimes feel.
I think I also forget to remember that life IS a roller coaster, everyone has different emotions and different ups and downs whether they are mentally ill or not. Emotional times are not just exclusive to me and my illness! I should take this into consideration more. Be more compassionate towards others plights. After all we're all fighting some type of battle. Aren't we?